Monday, April 4, 2011

The Meeting of My own Heart





OK! So when I left off it was going over the past and moving forward to the right direction. I was a single mother with two boys when the love of my life walked in my life. It was May 2004 when my life would forever be change by meeting my wonderful husband Eric. I have to say it wasn't what I wanted at the time being with any one else was off the table but, god had another plan for me. Eric fall in love with me and the boys from the word go and so did we but I was keeping my heart very closed at the time. It's not like I had a whole lot of control over this situation my heart took over but for once it was right oh sooo right.. He was everything I always wanted but, never thought I would fine in one person. Eric didn't have any children never really had that first love. Me on the other hand was broken from life already and didn't know if with all the love I felt was doing the right thing. I loved him , but he could have someone without kids start his own family the way I dreamed of.. That was never an option for him,, He loved my boys like they were his, he told everyone they were has and still does to this day. It was so crazy one day it was me & boys the next we had this great man who made us a family of four.

Our love for each other was above everything I had ever seen before. It was honest & open he know all my fears,dreams,good,bad,, He loved me anyways..He never stop believing in me and my dreams to become a child psychologist. Everything was finally becoming all I dreamed it would! I had two great kids, a wonderful man who loved me like no other.. My life was complete so I thought :) In Feb of 2006 We found out I was pregnant with Evan.. We were so excited,, Eric wanted a girl because he had two boys, I wanted to see what it was going to be like to have some one beside me being pregnant.. It was a great time in life for all of us.. Evan was born Oct 2006 so beautiful and full of life from the word go. After years of asking we finally got married on Sept 22, 2007 I was so scared & happy that day. Eric & I had been together three years at this point and life was better than ever. The day I became his wife was amazing but, we had been a family for years before, this just made it real to the outside world.

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